A few days ago, my computer, my near and dear laptop, had a meltdown. I was furiously typing away when all of a sudden, it decided to take a nap. It went to sleep, and would not wake up. Panic time!
I immediately called the resident computer guru in my
house, Alex, and he came to see what he could do. “Mom,” he said, “I don’t know what you did this time. I can not get it to come back on. Take it in to the computer store, and let them see.” I was sad. I was upset. I was devastated. I really had done nothing different than I had always done. Really! I could just hear Don. He takes great delight in saying to me…”Tonja, you could tear up an anvil.” And I must admit I do tend to be unlucky around my electronic toys. So, the next day, I took it to the store and asked them to fix it. And I waited…for almost a week. They called me and said it was ready. ( Now, I hate to tell you the rest of the story…I really do. But, I try to tell the whole truth…as much as I can…so here goes. ) I went to pick it up. “That will be $50.00,”he said. Well that was not as much as I expected. I figured it would be much more than that. “What was wrong with it?”, I asked. “Well, we ran a diagnostic check on it and everything checked out fine…nothing was wrong,” he said. Did you hear that? NOTHING WAS WRONG!!!I felt like my computer was doing this to me.
How could I have thought something was wrong? I don’t feel quite so bad since Alex thought something was wrong, too. The nice man at the computer store said that maybe I should consider getting this computer instead of the one I currently own. Very funny.
He kind of smiled when he said it, but I could tell he was serious. So, I paid him and took my computer and left. Getting in the car all I could think was, “I am dumb as dirt. Who takes their computer in to be fixed when NOTHING is wrong with it? Who does things like that?” I bet the computer fixer was thinking,”Hey, easy money…hope she comes back!” However, the worst insult came when I got home and booted up my dear friend and this message came up…
How tacky is that? I mean, I have told this computer all my stories, showed it all my pictures, introduced her to all my friends. And then she says things like that! Oh well, I think I’ll just go to the mall. I’m looking for something…
Has anyone ever said this to you? “Just have faith.” Well, it has been said to me many times and I confess I have said it to others also. I posted about a wonderful book in the comments of a dear friend’s blog today, and I just felt that maybe I should share this with all of you.
I have faith in God. I believe in God. I trust Jesus, and have accepted Him as my personal Savior and Redeemer. I believe God is who He says He is, and I believe He has my life in His hands. I believe I will live with Him in Heaven one day. But, all this being said…it is sometimes hard to have faith. There I said it. It is not always easy for me to remember all the things I know and believe. But, having faith is not about the way I feel. It is a matter of trusting God to do what He says He will do…regardless of how I feel. It is choosing to believe God’s promises over my personal feelings.
I recommended this book to my friend, and I would like for you to know about it as well. This is one of those life changing books…and I consider it to be one of the most important books in my Christian life. Now, there is nothing controversial in it at all. It will not challenge what you believe. Nor will it cause you to doubt your convictions. But, it will help you to realize that His Word is truer than anything we may be feeling at the moment.
The book is titled FAITH IS NOT A FEELING. Sub-titled: Choosing To Take God At His Word. The author is Ney Bailey. It is published by Waterbrook Press, a division of Random House…copywright 2002. I purchased my copy from Lifeway Bookstore several years ago. I have not seen it there in a while, but I do know they will order it for you. It is available on Amazon.com for $13.99…I just checked. If you put the title and author in the search bar at the top on Amazon, it will take you right to it.
I have personally dealt with many things in my life where the outcome has looked bleak and trusting was not always easy. One of the things I pray for is that my faith will remain strong. I never want to doubt what I believe. And I know satan would like nothing better. A Christian song that I can not remember title or author has some words in it that resonate with me often.”…give us faith to be strong and strength to be faithful…”. We are fighting a battle with the enemy daily, and I want my faith to be strong and unwavering. This book has helped me to see that it can be…even if I don’t feel like it is. Let’s be real, friends, we would all like for others to think we have that most perfect relationship with God that never doubts or never gets hard. We would like others to think we can quote the Bible verse for verse and always be able to recall a verse to go with each situation. Well, I am here to say to you…I can’t. It is hard for me sometimes. And there are times I can only recall the feeling of a verse and a few words of it. I know I am a sinner saved by the grace of God, but my walk with Him is not perfect…and at times, I falter. But, I know He loves me and is ready to help me be the person He created me to be.
I think you will enjoy reading this book. It starts off with a disaster the author went through, and goes on to explain what I feel are great truths. If you choose to read this, please let me know what you think. God bless you.
I stopped by Mom’s yesterday, and she took me on a tour of her garden. These flowers were just so glorious that I wanted to share them with you. It reminded me of a song Mama taught me when I was a little girl…the words were:
Oh, who can make a flower?
I’m sure I can’t, can you?
Oh, who can make a flower?
No one but God, it’s true!
These are beautiful examples of God’s handiwork! Enjoy!
This Zinnia plant had 16 blooms on it!
We spent the 4th at the Lake, and Praise the Lord, Alex was able to go with us. Mom and Dad came, Ian was there and our friends Buddy and Tina and Jim and Willene were with us too.
Alex decided to take a drive on the golf cart. Remember now, he has VERY poor vision and sees double at a distance of about 8 feet. But, will you look at this? His Granny and Pop are right on there with him…going where he goes…whether he knows where he’s going or not! I’d call that love and devotion, wouldn’t you?
FYI: They made it to the Lake, and all returned safely!
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I am a Christian woman who has survived many years on the planet. God has blessed me with a wonderful family: husband, 3 sons, a dear DIL, and a precious grandson. I also have dear friends to keep me inspired. I am an artist of sorts and am finding my way through the great blessing of retirement. I recently retired after 20 years as a music teacher. Life is good!
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